Dear. Henri 오빠

Dear. Henri 오빠

All things is unexpectedly...

20.11.09

It still the same days as usual...
I go to school in the morning...
having lunch at school.
4.15 is the end of the school time.
met Cathh Ongko and said hi, talking talking...
it's time to say bye-bye, so I went home.

arrived at home, I was watching TV.
took a bath and after that, had dinner.
Arranged my school schedules, checked were there any homeworks to do.

About 9 pm, my mom and my dad were watching "2012"
while me and my youngest sister in our room listening songs with headset.
Lalala~ we sang together.

And I really,,I even never thought about this could be happened..
How can? That's the question...
I sit looking dumbfounded and tried to pinched my arm.
it's hurt. So, it's not a dream.

actually what's happened after me and my sis were singing was,
my dad's mobile phone was ringing.
"Hello?"
I stopped my activities. Everybody stopped their activities to listened to my dad.
He sounded terrible, worried...
after he turned off his phone, he said something just in a sentence.
a sentence was really shocking us...
and a sentence created a "how can?" question.
"Henri is die." he said hesitated.
How can?
i thought we just had dinner together a week ago...
and he's just left the world like this?

so it's real that my cousin, my brother is died...
he just 25 y.o ...
he died in car accident.
it's normal that my mom felt her tears.
i can do nothing. i just opened my headset, went to the bed.

it's late at night--10.15 pm--and my parents ran to Binjai to the hospital.
we three stayed at home, went to the bed in silence.
lately i knew that my parents arrived at home in about 2 am...

I really hope Henri is happy up there, and I know he will.


on 20.11.09
in memoriam.

November, 5

It's study trip at Bahorok !

Although that i don't go, but still I want to write it here...

*sigh*

Sure we'll have many many projects...

Ugh,

Mabseosa...